Update on "Guilty Pleasure"

I'm still struggling with this complex I've got, but then again, it's not like I'm expecting it to be easily fixed. I'm making progress. I'm proud of what I've accomplished and resisted thus far. If you know of anything that applies to what I'm talking about, please continue to hold me accountable (my self-discipline's currently M.I.A.). I'm learning and growing. It's good for me in the long run, but it's frustraitng in the mean time.