It's really depressing to feel like I don't belong, especially when I wanted to belong so badly.
I take that back -- I'm not depressed, more discouraged.
I thought I'd finally found a place I agreed with, where the people were genuine and serious but at the same time fun and quirky, I thought it'd be the perfect place to learn and grow and make new friends, I thought it'd be perfect for striking a realistic balance.
I felt like it was somewhere I could belong.
But I'm slowly starting to think it's no different than the last one.
Just slower to show its true colors.
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