From a mole hill to a mountain

I haven't liked someone seriously in a long time. Now I remember why. I really like him, but so do other people. Grrr. Why does this have to be so frustrating? It doesn't, actually, now that I think about it. I'm making a mountain out of a mole hill. It's just hard to make myself emotionally vulnerable. It's scary. Probably why I haven't liked someone in so long. It's easier to just not like anyone in the first place. That's safe. That way I can't get hurt. Now I'm just being pessimistic and dramatic. I'm going to stop talking before I dig this decent-sized hole any deeper.